Since moving back stateside and the hubby starting at his new military command (naval ship), we’ve been left with decisions to make that makes my eyes twitch and my head hurt. Sometimes what you can think could be the best decision or decisions, I quickly second guess myself and start from square one. Over and over. And I keep asking myself – “why can’t you just decide?”
Moving from overseas with my family hasn’t been the easiest and has left our family separated. I think I try and convince myself I am the strongest of all military wives and can survive pretty much anything. But at the end of the day, I want the “normal” life. A life without all these decisions that seems only military families have to make.
So tonight as I place the brim of my wine glass to my lips and take a sip, I’m still questioning my decision. I’m still questioning what is best for me and my family with all that is about come in the next year. This isn’t the first time life has thrown me a curve ball, so I’m prepared with whatever I decide and the outcome. But until then, I need to drink just a little more wine and think a little bit less.